Drop your shoulders. Go for a fitness walk without the dog. Move the energy through your body. Keep moving your physical body.
Your physician cannot understand. But that isn’t her job. She’s more like a mechanic for the physical body.She cannot comprehend the mind/body connection because she is steeped in the environment of medical journals and studies and pharmaceuticals. That is her lens. It is futile to think you can get her to see things your way. And that’s okay.
A: It is suggested you see things differently. Instead of naming a sensation impatience, consider eagerness. It is a much more loving of self. Instead of naming the sensation “dread”, make a shift to “excitement”. How you view yourself is everything. The names you places on feelings have vibrations.
Focus on your vision board. You are a different mind now than before. You are open to understanding how a vision board really works. You know it is okay – in fact, desirable – for you to allow yourself to feel excited about the house you see there. There is a renewed confidence in your abilities to manifest the feeling state the images invoke in you. You know now, it is for the shift in vibration. It does not matter so much if the house shows up in your physical reality – although it will, in some form. The joy you receive in the moment that you visualize IS the having of the house. That’s right…
Sitting in your lounge chair while the boys are playing in and around the pool, there is SO much joy, and gathering together later for a beautiful meal outside, lasting well into the night, twinkle-lights and music and laughter. You KNOW how to have a good time and it starts right there, in your mind’s eye.
How does it feel?
Take yourself there very often. What are you wearing? How does it feel?
Who is with you? How does that feel?
Hear the laughter of the boys. How does THAT feel?
The sun on your body. The light of the sun. The sparkle of the water coming off the pool. How does it all feel?
We promise you, go to San Diego in your mind frequently. The visioning you do really will pull you forward, right into it. Worry less about the present moment. It will only bring more of the same.
Start your days investing in your vision. Because this is how it works. This is how you create a life you love.
To clarify, the reference to going to San Diego in my mind frequently is credited to the MANY transmissions I’ve listened to from Abraham-Hicks. The Hicks’ say, when they’re going from Yuma to San Diego, it does no good to stop on the way and ask why they aren’t in San Diego yet, and maybe they should go back. Basically, one needs to keep focusing in the direction of their dream or goal or vision.
My lovely friend Maggie (Soulsong Intuitive Arts) sat beside me as I learned to channel a few weeks ago. I had always wanted to learn, but I guess I never really believed before that I could. In truth, I know now, it was because I was blocking myself with that belief. First step is believing it is actually possible. So here’s what happened…
I started with the opening on my journal page, “What does my Soul want me to hear today?” Then I sat and waited.
Actually, back up a sec…While I was writing that sentence in my journal, an image came to mind of my Soul Aiyeesha, surrounded by a bunch of other guides, all eager and excited, saying things like, “She’s doing it! We’re going to get to talk to her now! Yay!” It was quite funny, really…
As instructed, I wrote what came to mind.
Soft lavender velvet.
What?! Is that it? Patience required…
There is a line up of Guides waiting for this opportunity. We are so glad you have decided to connect with us. It really is this easy.
You are safe and there is nothing to be fearful of.
It is this easy. You have not been accustomed to ease, which is why you have not been receptive or able to receive. You have been used to hard. Life does not have to be hard anymore. And I know you feel like crying about that. I want you to consider that the tears may be fear tears. Fear of letting go of the struggle. Fear of knowing who you are if there is no struggle anymore, as though the you you thought you were will be no more and, I guess, that is what is happening.
You are making space for the real you.
Aiyeesha et al.
And so, March 2019 is the time in my life that I started channeling. Soul journaling. Writing again on my blog. Sharing. Connecting with my Soul and other Guides, I know I will never, ever, EVER be without content. This is the adventure I’ve been wanting in my life and I truly feel I’ve come alive to something worth exploring. It is so fun and unexpected and fresh.
p.s. The soft lavender velvet was so that I would recognize Aiyeesha. As I learned in Elisa Romeo’s book Meet Your Soul, the image I had of Aiyeesha was that she was wearing a velvet, lavender dress. So that was for me <3 .
I had a lot of questions this session. After the first response, I admit, I felt a little panicked, as if this connection was something I just made up and it wasn’t real and wasn’t going to last. I am pleased to say, I have since been proven the opposite.
Q: What does my Beloved Soul want me to know?
Caramel cream. The Sweetness of Life.
(Baffled me, honestly, but okay, let’s go with it. Who knows what will come…)
Q: What should my business be about?
Write. Be a place of depth. Cut through the noise.
Q: Why am I having a hard time connecting today?
There is no reason and there is no difficulty. We are communicating all the time. I will never leave you. There is much noise on the internet. You will create a calm oasis of sanity. Don’t worry about how you will make money. Leave that up to us.
Q: What do I need to do for my physical body?
Yoga. Move all of that energy stored in your cells out into the world.
And then: Whenever we give you a download, just write about it. Add your own thoughts. For the highest and best for all.
Note: I had a really rough day at my job the day prior to this download. I was crying at 9 a.m. from the pressures. I found myself curled into the corner, still standing, mind you, repeating to myself, “I can’t take this. I can’t take this.” I got up the next day, went through the motions of getting ready for work, showered, and then really checked in with myself. What do I need? Is it alright to just pretend all that pressure is over and just start up again? Same shit, different day? I don’t mean to sound facetious. Lately, I have developed a deeper awareness of the need to take really good care of myself. That doing things that feel good are more important than anything. I cannot be helpful to anyone when I am curling up in a ball in my office having a breakdown at 9 a.m. on a Thursday. It was important for me to know I was choosing to not to go to work not because I was avoiding anything…but because I needed to take radical care of myself. I’m really glad I did, because I vegged out most of the day and remembered how it felt when I burned out from my nursing job 9 years ago. It was feeling the same. And that’s not because I can’t handle pressure. I’m a master at handling pressure. Sometimes well, sometimes not so well. I just don’t want to do it anymore. Certainly not this day. And so I was checking in with Aiyeesha. Aiyeesha Who Loves Me. The name I’ve given my Soul. Here’s what she had to say to me…
Q: What does my Soul want me to know or hear for my highest and best?
You are right to rest your heart and mind today. You are knowing how you want to feel, how you feel as your BEST self. Be with your dog today. Do the assignment. It was a very good decision to make.
You were right when you tapped into your throat chakra about producing the goddess-in-training series (a project that has been in the formulation stage for a LONG time; I totally forgot about it). They will be created by you. We will help.
P.S. Sometimes She doesn’t come through with a ton of content. This was one of those days and I had to take stock of where I was at. It’s never that She is not there. It’s more likely that I am wound up too tight to listen. Or hear. Or in fear. Fearful that I’m going to hear something I don’t like or can’t handle. That’s never been the case and I need to learn to trust Her absolute love for me. I’m learning.
The bit about the throat chakra – the day of the near meltdown (meh, maybe it was an actual meltdown), I felt quite stifled in being able to express myself. The way the job is, I really don’t get to say exactly what I want to say. Sometimes it seems it’s just not worth it. So yeah, my voice. I didn’t get to say how I felt. How much pressure I was feeling. How much pressure there really IS. Not just me and my sensitive feelings. I am a tough emmer effer. And maybe it was just the way the planets were aligning to make it this perfect storm. My voice was stifled, though, so I focused in my grounding and centering on my chakras, sending them healing light and attention and my throat chakra needed some TLC. No surprise. The lesson for me was, if I cannot express myself in the job, where can I express myself? The answer has been shared by Aiyeesha from Day 1. WRITE. (okay, okay!)
Ironically, the day or two prior to this meltdown at work, I checked in and received this:
You cannot hear when you are suffering. Really rest. Unplug. Stop staying up so late.
Didn’t recognize it for what it really meant. A bit of a warning, perhaps?!
There is a new way to be, you MUST be, if you want to manage moving forward.
More play. Letting go of this idea you have of the world, of Life, of how it is “supposed to be”.
Radical acceptance of a new way. Radical letting go.
Q: How do I do this? How do I remove the blocks that are keeping me in fear?
Writing. It will always come from the highest and best part of yourself. Choose to write nothing but. When every word comes from Soul, they can’t touch that and there’s nothing to fear.
Not the trolls. Not the Muggles. No one. No thing. Nothing.
Make more art. That is your form of play. And play helps you loosen your grip. That place in your mind where you go and suspend all judgement. Where Soul can connect with you easier – if you are open. You can BE more open when you play. When you remove yourself from the mundanity of your life. (yes, that’s the word She used!)