Love and Above

Photo by Samantha Hurley from Burst There is a new way to be, you MUST be, if you want to manage moving forward. More play. Letting go of this idea you have of the world, of Life, of how it is "supposed to be". Radical acceptance of a new way. Radical letting go. Q: How do I do this? How do I remove the blocks that are keeping me in fear? Writing. It will always come from the highest and best part of yourself. Choose to write nothing but. When every word comes from Soul, they can't touch that and…
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Beauty Is Not Always Evident

I'm closer to being in my 60's. Every day I get closer. I have a few more years to go, but I'm closer to 60 than 50. As I've aged (not even sure what this means), I've had to come to grips with (really?) the fact that youth, and all that it means, has left the building. Come to grips with. Just gotta let that sink in for a moment. Like it's been some sort of struggle. Why is that? Is it because, in this Western society of ours, we value youth over experience? Still? Yes, still. Maybe it's because…
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The Day I Understood My Value

  Throughout the years, I have spent time and money on introspection and courses, on understanding the metaphysics of manifestation. Invariably, regardless of what I wanted or desired, it came down to this: Everything is waiting for you. It's all there, waiting for you to allow it into your reality. You just have to value your being and allow it to manifest. Okay, so let's just say this is true. It would stand then, that if it's all there waiting for me, and it has not yet manifested in my reality, then I am somehow blocking the manifestation process (with…
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Learning to Take My Own Good Advice

I've been on vacation the past two weeks from my day job. When I left work, I had been super stressed out. My blood pressure was elevated and I was NOT feeling very well at all. It took me about a week of vacation to start to come down from that feeling. I thought I'd never get back to a comfy laid-back kind of feeling, but I have. There was a lot going on in my life the past two weeks, so it was only natural to have felt the effects. From Filth to Light See, I moved after living…
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A Closer Examination of My Heart

I'd been having issues with my heart. This was the day I went for an echocardiogram. An animated xray of the heart. I watched up close, searching desperately for some recognizable out of place thing. I saw a lot but it didn't make any sense. Even to my nurse-trained eyes. I couldn't tell if the valve was working properly. It was flapping around a lot, but I have nothing for reference that would tell me it was supposed to do that or not. Broken Hearted So now I wait, and I am pondering the idea of having a 'broken' heart.…
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My Inner Being Swears Like a Trucker

My inner being, my Higher Self, my guides, the collective, whatever you want to call it, mine has to throw down a few F-bombs to get my attention. I dunno. Just the way I am, I guess. I am currently dealing with high blood pressure. While I'm sure it's a result of the stress of my job, I also realize it's not going to correct itself without removing the source of the stress. Reading The Signs I've known this for a long time. It's foolish to believe I'll get different results while doing things the same way. My job is…
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Goddess Energy Made Manifest

Manifesting goddess energy on Earth means sharing a perspective that is rooted in the strength of nurturing, caring, loving, receptive, collaborative, supportive. All things feminine. Qualities formerly thought of as weak. Vulnerable. No longer. Goddess energy is all things feminine AND strong. Resilient. Solid and flexible at the same time. Stay tuned for more....we've only just begun.
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